February 2012
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it just seems like everyone would better off without me, all I seem to do is cause shit for everyone
I feel so fucking pointless
I’m so fucking useless and all i ever do is fuck things up, everyone in my life at the moment is constantly disappointed in me (including me) because I’m such a fucking dick and I hate myself and I just want you to show that you care about me more but I go about it in a weird way and I’m such a fucking dick that I do that you’re the only person that I really really want to...
nuditea:
“when one door closes, another one opens”
imagine how annoying it would be if that were true
you close the bathroom door to pee and your front door suddenly blows open
your cat escapes
you run out and jump into the car to chase the cat and hear everything falling out of your over-stuffed pantry as its door unlatches
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That moment when you are reading a book and...
Bon Iver: And I told you to be patient, and I told you to be fine. I told you to be balanced, and I told you to be kind, but now all your love is wasted. And then who the hell was I?
Death Cab: So one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me. Yeah, you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Radiohead: But I can't help the feeling I could blow through the ceiling if I just turn and run. And it wears me out... It wears me out. If I could be who you wanted, if I could be who you wanted all the time... all the time.
Brand New: You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones, spring keeps you ever close. You are secondhand smoke, you are so fragile and thin standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, yeah you a you a stupid hoe.You a stupid hoe you a you a stupid hoe. You stupid stupid, you a stupid hoe
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mel
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thank-you for such a fucking wonderful weekend, honestly, it was lovely :-3
i want to marry you plz that would be gr9 right now because i miss you like fuck and you’ve only been gone for under three hours and i feel so alone and empty without you here and that’s probably not healthy but i don’t care, i genuinely need you to...
i love you aidan
:3
lypophrenia: a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause
drapetomania: an overwhelming urge to run away
escapism: a mental desire to retreat from unpleasant realities through fantasy
wanderlust: a desire to travel, to understand one’s very existence
dysania: the state of finding it difficult to get out of bed in the morning
sanctuary: a small safe place in a troubling world
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it sounds so gay and horrible on here i know
but i think i have genuinely been lucky enough to find the most perfect person for me ever, i am so in love ahahah, oh god
i just love you so much mel, you have no idea, i honestly want to spend my entire life with you and have kids with you and do all the cute stuff with you and have a little house with a pond with fish in and have some cats and whatever other list of pets you have and we can...
I LOVE YOU MEL
you make me so happy :-3
i honestly fucking love you so much afeworiuhfai;seji;oawejfsi;omersiofpdmokf9re